can we talk about how emotionally draining this scene must have been to film though..

had to pause during this scene. too much. but god, the cast on this show is just incredible.

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kind of personal update? I guess.

so the last few weeks have been pretty tough. the last year or so has been pretty tough to be honest, not just for me but for my family as well. back when I was really sick, I (as well as my mother and my brother and aunt who both have severe learning disabilities) was made to sign a gagging clause when things started to go south with his work. so legally I can’t talk about pretty much anything that’s going on, or they basically fuck all our shit up. this is obviously not a situation I enjoy, and I will do my absolute hardest to fight this process. but whatever happens, it looks like my family is going to be under a lot more stress than we could have foreseen. over the last couple of days we have had journalists at our door trying to uncover whatever information they can. and I’ve been told to expect this to continue for a sustained period of time.

with that being said, I’m currently debating whether or not I should keep this Tumblr. I would hate to add fuel to any fire with things I may have said on here over the last couple of years. I’m hesitant to do this though, of course- I have gained so much from this site and all the wonderful people I’ve met here. everything is of course still very uncertain- we have been given no indication as to what to expect, or how long any possible outcome might last. thank you again to all of you, and I shall do my best to update this page once we have a clearer idea of the situation.

thank you all again, so much.



  04/17/14 at 06:59pm


Sometimes I forget how old Buffy is and then I see a laptop.


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  04/17/14 at 05:09pm

Sigur Rós - The Rains of Castamere

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he knows too much

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LGBTQuties: Beth Ditto | April 2010 | Beautiful People Issue Cover Girl | Photographed by Dan Monick #historymonth

"I said to my teacher, ‘I can’t be a singer because I’m not pretty enough, and I’m fat.’ And she looked at me and said, ‘Tell that to Nell Carter, babe.’ That changed my life forever!"

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  1. If you don’t like your name don’t use it.
  2. Scream at the sky, whisper secrets to the ocean, hold hands with clouds. The world is yours if you want it to be.
  3. Do things that make you nervous and let the feeling consume you until you feel scared and alive and want to throw up.
  4. Don’t worry about falling in love.
  5. Pick flowers whenever you see them and leave them wherever you go.
  6. Kiss all the things that make you happy and all the things that make you sad, kiss everything that makes you feel anything.
  7. Weave stars into your clothes and always remember that you came from them and will go back to them again someday.
  8. Never empty your pockets.
  9. Light dead flowers on fire when you’re feeling sad, let their smell fill your lungs and make you forget about life.
  10. Diet coca cola will make your head spin and your throat burn, drink it when you’re feeling like things are going to get bad.
  11. If a boy with pretty eyes asks you who you are, show him your scars and your freckles and your bruises and let him know that you are alive.
  12. The best people have electricity running through their veins and around their hearts, let them shock you.
  13. Forget how old you are, it does not matter.
  14. If something or someone makes you want to run then do it, run until your legs go numb and your heart is about to explode and you forget how to breathe.
  15. When the world is asleep make the night your friend and you will become invincible.
  16. Get lost in another city and don’t ask for directions.
  17. Cry if you want to, but try not to drown in your tears.
  18. Do not be afraid of the sight of blood or the sound of bones snapping or the smell of hospital beds.
  19. Race the moon while you’re driving until you’re going faster than the speed of light.
  20. Never sit still.

Alina Guevara, How to Not Understand Life and Be Okay With It (via forgivun)

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